My life was changed after watching a Christian program. I watched many episodes and every time I take away something deep that leaves me in awe. It makes me wonder: how and why I am still a Muslim? I am now at the stage where I am asking God to reveal himself to me.
I want the God you talk about in your episodes, but I feel it is impossible. It feels like it is my destiny to live as a Muslim, in this society even though deep inside I don’t believe in it! I want to know more about the God of love but I am confused and don’t know where to start!